it is well

my sin, oh the bliss of that glorious thought

my sin, not in part but the whole

was nailed to the cross

& i bear it no more

praise the Lord!

praise the Lord, oh my soul!

praise God for taking my burdens. 

but i ask the Spirit to continue to remind me i don't need to suffer for things that aren't in my hands.

i have been all over in my thoughts & feelings.

i have been just ticked about having to clean & reclean the same things every day. i have been upset about people not acting how i want them to act. i have been feeling useless & unactive. but but but. i have been praying for a willing & servant heart. i have been feeling accepted and welcomed. i have done some awesome things. i went on a really loooong bike ride, almost 10 miles. God is breaking me in certain areas & building me up in others.

i've been thinking about the future & what it might hold in store. i would like to go back to school for sign language, but where? i don't know. when? i don't know. how will i financially do it? not the slightest clue. but that is not now, but maybe summer-ish time. as for now, i am here.