past present future told

i need God right now.

i need prayer right now.

oh Lord, allow me strength & wisdom.

my family. my family. my family.

we need help. my brother is lost, in so many ways.

my mother is helpless and needs Your guidence.

my life is literally a rollercoaster of feelings.

good, then bad, then awesome, then horrible, but still alright.

my future is in question, my present is a little hazy and my past is always creepin'.

i am so sore.

i fell over my bike handles yesterday while riding. it hurt.

but the Lord provided some nice people on the path to help me up & not run me over.

i woke up super achy.

the Lord has definitely been guarding me from things and allowing me to go through other things.

i pray that He continues to direct my focus to Him, as i am easily distracted.

i am tired of having my own agenda. i want to have His.