Wednesday, November 18, 2009

don't let it fool you down.

praise God for music!
oh man. i just love music. i could have earphones in constantly & still not get enough of it into my system. i wonder if there is other ways to consume music other than in my ears. can i drink music? if i could, i would drink this song up!

found out my sixteen year old brother smokes weed this past weekend. not fun.
i came in early on saturday night; he runs to the bathroom, he carelessly leaves it out on the table. confront him, he denys it. but as calmly as i could, i told him that i struggled with it for years. i think that was as shocking to him, as me finding out he does it. oh, struggles. praise God struggles come & go. i am just glad this is out in the open, bringing things to the light is so difficult and so necessary. i just pray my mom has the strength to build him up in this time, he is so desperate for help & love right now.

God is good. & so faithful. really, He is.
i am so unstable, i am glad to have that one stability in my life.

1 comment:

hannahwiitala said...

I have a little brother too and have felt the pain of knowing his struggles. I have just wanted to scoop him up and take him away from it all.. but I know that I have to leave him in God's hands and know that he loves my brother more than I ever could. So I just try to be a good example of love and support in his life. I bet you're a great sister! :)