it's hard to be a decent human being.

i had the worst morning at work.

well, i am sure it could be worse.

but i was verbally angry (in an empty office) about the whole situation.

but going home for lunch was good

& i am glad lacey forced me to go home for lunch.

so, i am back at work

(by forcing of myself)

& i am not going to think about why i was so ticked

...so yeah

i am making a list of all the ladies here & there are some crazy names!!

they sound so fake.

"eleverenesse"

oh & i love how they expect me to understand this little blob of scribbles, as if that is legible.

i mean, i assume this person has a name, but they don't want me to know it.

yesterday was nice

i made (another) list of short & long term goals.

it is going to be a good next five months.

accountability. weight loss. bible memorization. craft-a-thon.

i'm pumped.