...but please keep no score

it has been a little bit more mundane recently, but in a good way.

tonight was really good.

i have been feeling that certain people are just ok with being comfortable & not trying to grow together. but when our prayer meeting "leader" didn't show up, we slowly decided to take it upon ourselves to not just go do something else. but instead we prayed for each other. it was great.

i have become closer to a lot of the people here, which is helpful for me not to feel awkward all the time.

i am also just trying to examine my life here, so i can try and see if this is where i belong for some time. but i don't want to stay here just because i have no where else to go. i want to make this stay intentional. i want my life & relationships to be intentional.

work has been good. one of the seniors, that i see every day & serve, gave me a valentine. it was adorable. my other job (odd cleaning jobs) has been very weird this week, because the girl i work under was sick most of the week. but i am still trying to be alright with it. & knowing that the Lord put me in this position for a reason.

my recent prayer has been for acceptance. of situations, people, mistakes. & sometimes all of them together. the Lord has allowed me to make a lot of mistakes in order that i remember how imperfect i am & how merciful He is. it has been a nice reminder.